What had happend to me?

one time i had a stupid school counselor asking me stupid questions like am i suicide and i told her no over and over then i had to see a real counselor and she told me to take geodone so then i did i dont know why i did because i dont agree with psycharistist medication. then i started to feel drowsy dry throat trembling and peoples faces where turning black then i saw gold dust on the table like real gold nobody eles was able to see it but me. Then i called 911 and i entered fair fax thinks to that stupid little tramp and they sent me to bed and i saw my soul escape my body and came back and when i was asleep i felt like i didnt exist what happend to me.